Yassy's

Sep 16, 2007

study, study, study.. hey there bloggie. yesterday i went out the whole day. my mom, dad and my niece tag along wif me go johor. cos, i had an appointment of my facial over there. before i went out to go johor, he sms me again. then, he asked me this question, again. when is the time that i'm ready to open my heart fer him. a big sigh. and, what surprises me is that, he knows that i'm going to answer 'let the time decides'. actually, u can't forces a person to fall in love with you rite? it doesn't actually meant 'fall' in love. the feelings must come right automatically in my heart. haiz... and summore, he says that if one day we eventually 'go' together, it will be useless cos he couldn't be like other boyfren be, that is like, go out with gerlfren to catch a movie or sumtin like dat. y? cos, his parents forbid him to do that. haha! a 17-yr old boy still being under controlled by his parents? watever. i dun really mind though. when i'm at johor, my hp couldn't get the connection to call or sms. once i reached singapore arnd 11.15, he sms me, asking whether i'm still out. and i replied, i'am. when i reached home, i felt so the very super tired. so i sms him saying that i'm tired rite now, wanna go to bed, gud nite. and, kinda to my surprised, he didn't reply. i dun really mind again, but, it was kinda weird. maybe he thot that i'm one kind of girls who always go out hanging late at night on saturdays, and he might judged me negatively. do i care? not at all. as i say, dun always judge a book by its cover. and, today is sunday. i have to study, revise, study, revise fer my upcoming eoy. okay then bloggie, till next time. lurvesss: yasmin