Yassy's

Oct 24, 2007

Happy Birthday Syaiful Hakimmudin.. dear bloggie. this is the name of the guy that i had been always referring to. today is his birthday. and i'm sorrie syaiful, for not being able to give u the thing that u want. that is, the key to my heart. i guess there was some misunderstandin btwn us. i like u. if u wanna know, i had been so eagerly tryin to sms u back in those times sayin dat i love u too. callin u syg too. but, i was just not ready for every single thing. i know that i hurt u. but, u hurt me more. if u really love me, then i guess u would not give dat kind of reaction when i sms-ed u the bad news. do u know that i actually cried when i sms-ed u dat? and ur reaction seems to be so fine, and happy wif a 'haha'. i know dat im the one dat starts it first. i expect u to ask me questions as why did i suddenly do dat since i really thot dat u really love me so much. but, since u replied me wif a 'haha', i decided to ferget about u. and it's not dat easy. really. the reason of the bad news? i would just keep it to myself forever. and on this very special day, i would like to wish u a very happy birthday syaiful. i hope dat u cud find the gerl of ur dreams dat u really, really love one day. and of cos, a gerl that suits u and are better than me. i waited untill midnight yesterday, to give u a birthday message especially for u. but, i understand if u dun reply me back. its okay. i was sincere by giving u dat message. again, on this day, happy birthday, Syaiful Hakimmudin. lurrrves: yasmin