Yassy's

Nov 22, 2007

wat a f*ckin holiday it is. oh god, i hate my life soo much. why does all dis shits happening to me? she onli sees the bad side of me n never ever sees the good side of me. am i meant to live for people to see all and onli the bad sides of me? even when i achieved sumtin dat's good, and kinda makes me proud, it is still like very pretty bad for her. might as well i dun achieve dat bloody shit rite? she didn't even proud of me of dat sumtin good dat i'd achieved, and she seems dat she's not proud of me in every single way. might as well dun give birth to me. sumtimes, or even at all times, i even wondered why did exist in tis world. i'm just not meant for tis complicated world. miseries are all over me. might as well i'm better be dead. when i'm dead, then she doesn;t have to concern about me at all, and doesn't have to see the bad sides of me, and burn all those shits that i've achieved dat are supposed to make her proud. but i know, the existence of me in tis world is all god's will. alhamdullilah. dat at least i have a life. but, being living in tis world when there are miseries everywhere, it's suck u know. i hate my life. lurrrves: yasmin