Yassy's

Nov 26, 2008

second post for today. well, probably after this i won't be online and to blog for maybe a long tyme because of the shifting house and all those shits. i wanna online as long as i can tonight in this house. decided to not to join the others during the shifting house dat will begin this friday. i dun lyke the house ! however, i must accept the fact that i'am gonna stay there no matter what if i lyke it or not. and im gonna go to my beloved aunt's house. i wanna have a peace of mind. and at the same tyme to enjoy and have fun with my two beloved baby cousins. oh my, did i tell u how much i loved them ? they were so adorable and cute ; lyke me(: lol. i'm feeling sad, seriously. not only because of the house thingy, but it's about my parents. well, i believed that there's always a part in every teenager's lyfe where they somehow somewhat have their own problems wif their own parents. for those who don't, well u're damn lucky i tell u. baba is too busy working. mama is too busy working too and she's concentrating more of her tyme to spend tyme wif her frens than me, her own daughter. sometymes i wonder, what the hell am i doing in this house. it's as though i'am invisible and i'm not needed here, in this house.*sigh* however, i should appreciate for what they did to me since i was a kid. i wish that i will be a kid forever and not to be a grown-up. oh ; i just can't wait to go for a sleepover at my aunt's house. and i really HATE the new house. fuck. lurrrves: yasmin